Nicki Minaj has revealed that she almost walked away from being a judge on American Idol, because she felt that America may think that she was too mean. When asked how she felt about people who love her honest critiquing of the contestants, she said, “You know what, God is good. I feel like my entire career and life I’ve been judge by people who really did not know me. I definitely think that they probably were right to assume what they had assumed about me because there was such little to go on out there. You know, if you only see videos and me being crazy and hearing things here and there, then obviously, you’re not going to have any idea about who I am. I’m just happy that Idol producers gave me a shot on the show, for me to be able to show who I really was. Because I feel like I’m every single woman.